As I lay in a dark room I wonder to myself at almost 5 AM, why is life the way it is? Like there's so much I personally wanna know and experience and I know I can't be the only one. So my question is this, with all the things going on in the universe how are we all so wrapped up in such trivial things? Like how can the next person not stare up at the night sky and just wonder? Why do we let our daily lives that are filled with such monotonous things and people that we end up losing sight of the whole picture? I notice myself growing distant as the days pass. Its as if I'm seeing just how pointlessly shallow bonds are with people who you don't see eye to eye with morally and that's okay, every individual is out here coping, living with, or just maintaining in whatever situation life has given them. But rather than try to come together and understand one another we will greedily and selfishly use each other just for even a fleeting moment of whatever feeling were currently chasing at the time. We will destroy an entire persons very being just to help us feel whole if only for a moment. And I'm sorry but that's just a kind of life I don't want to live. I just want to explore the world and see some new colors and scenes maybe even more of the universe. To have someone to do that with would be dope. But as days go by I'm starting to see that the journey can be done alone. And it can still be beautiful..if you let it be.
